well i probably wouldn't be writing this if it wasnt for my best friend helen, well heldem, :) i havent really ever had a diaary or anything before, so i suppose this is a gooood thing (:
16th February - today has been a goood day tbh and im Rather happy right now, with most things, and not much is bothering me, like it usually does, stupid things get to me, and i cry, but i havent done for a while its its okay. One thing that is getting to me todaaay everyday, my mum & dad, if they read this is would most likey crush them but their so going to so i supose its fine. I find myself lying to them, alot and i dont like it but tbh, what else am i ment to do? If someone told me then maybe i would try something else, a differrent approach but to me their is no other way, so i guess im just going to have to keep doing it arnt i? If i didnt lie about some things to them, they would do my head in and i would end up crying or being unhappy most of the time. I suppose i dont as much anymore, because they find out most of the time, but its the only way for some things, well at the moment it is . . .
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