end of 09.

ahhhhh its been so long since i have wrote one off these and i think its time i do. Its nearly 2010 and so much has changed sincee 2009-2010, for a start im 15!! and in year 10, me and tom split up, which was not nice :( and im still trying to get my head around it. Some stuid things hapened with some girls, that was not nice. So far year 10 has been paants! But its starting to look up now thank goodness! At the moment talking to helen about getting my nose peirced and her top ear peirced, im rather scared it might hurt! But i wellll want it done :) i just want it donnnne ah, but i dont like pain onee bit :) had an amaizng christmass :D well looking foward to my family coming down mann. :) so much has changed since the start off year 10 for me, good and bad :( ahh well new year new start ehh. loooove n stufff. shaaaandem xxxx

:D

31marcccch :) 1st of april tomro, aprilfools isit? hatee that but yeah anyways, i have had a goood daay todaaay, havent done anything speet laaay in bed watching tv and all that stuuf. i was feeling rather ill flu thing, still feeel bit :/ but its getting better so its okaay, laods of people didnt go to school todaay, so wasnt like bored at home with on one on msn,:L
SPAAAIINNNN, in like 4 days and the rest off tonight, im acc really exiteddd shall be good cs havent just got to be with mum&dad and thaat, but going to misss home, and heldem VERY MUCH, butt shall be seeing her when i get homee most likely so its fine (yn)
hopfully the hoildays will be a gooodun(yn)
probs wont wright till afterr spaain, but hope the dance goes alright and that (yn)

anwaysss, better bee ooff,
timeee for bedd soon as im deadd tireeddd.
ps i lovee yaa heldeem, bestttest. :D

fridaay :D

Fridaaaay the 27th! Deaad happy its the weeekend (: only like one week of schoool left, 5 days! spaaain on sundaay, (yn) with becca & adam, im so exitedddd. ah. (: will miss heldem and everyonee laodsss tho! um havent done this in ages actually kinda forgot but i havent really had any need to writee one (: todaay has been alright, and this week a mixturee off feelings :/ aha! crieeeedd for not a very goood reason acc, but i spose i jusst needed to that day as i was feeling rather down. but not itss finee & im goood with innes and that agaaain, thankgowoord. cant think off anything else to saay! but lets just hope its a goood week, and have a happy halllf term ehh! (; ps heldem, iluuuffyouuuuuu x

9th march :D

march 9th - Its been ages now since i have done one off these, been propaaa busy i sposee, (: but things are going okay atm (: and most days im wellll happy, somedays feel abit shit, and in a bad moood, you could say today was one those moody days (: but still IM HAPPY. like 4days till the xfactor and im dead exited, :) s'gunna be amazing :) faaam down also who i never see, that should be good aswell :) x anyways nothing much else to say, but i love heldem.

February 25th :D

February 25th - hmm today has been a weird day, and i feel rather down about a few things not important though. I just feel (N) about myself, and thaat. ohwell im sure tomro it will be al good again. :D Todaay is the start of lent, no chocolaate orr gum for me, for a timee. Im going to find it hard i sposee, but did it last year so its okay. Alot of people are doing it aswell soo yeah, should bee finee (: i love heldem, and im very happy for her, shes likee the person i talk to wheen im down and if your reading this then thanks :) talks on thee kurbbb and stuuuf :) make me happy. YESSS LIVERPOOOL JUST SCORED, ANDDD NOW I FEEL HAPPPY ;D

23rd February :)

23 February - Todaay has been a good day and im very happy for my best friend heleen who is now with jack (yn) i have a feeling they will last its sick [ amazing ] ahaha heldem (: Tom will take me to the beach soon :/ i love him sooo much! hes my word, :/ duno what i would do without him .. :/ ahah (: i was told to write that (: but today has been a good day (Y) im happy.
OH i love my best heldem <3

22nd February :)

22 February - I suppose today hasnt been the best of days actually (: i have been on a bit of a downer today, for reasons only heldem knows & i cant really say just on here tbh (: but yeah, things are getting better i think. Tom wrote me the most amazing story i love him so much! <- he told me to say thaat :) Im very happy for heldem right now i say things to boys for her and she doesnt no what im saying but i tell her in the end, puppy lovee (8) im feeling it right and i am happy for her. School tomro and im actually not happy about it really nervous :( annd dont want to go but i gues i have too .. (N)